I'm Cass. I'm a small girl with a huge heart. I like to post about how I feel. I'm a confused mess most of the time. I love like crazy and I happened to fall in love with this amazing girl. I enjoy dogs, watching sports, walking, and hanging out with my friends and fam. I don't like giving up on people which is why I say You (yes, you) are meant for amazing things. (Sleeping at Last lyrics)
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
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find me again.
I’ll never give up on caring or trying, or wanting to be in your life. I’ll always love you. unconditionally.
I think you should go ahead and give up on us being out of each others lives because it’s just not going to work. I refuse to let it.
And honestly, we’re meant to be friends. find me again. you have before, again and again.
It’s finally over; senior year is finally over.
One graduation down, one more to go.
It was amazing tonight. I celebrated with my classmates. I saw a lot of amazing people.
Today itself seemed like a big step in a whole new direction.
I need to be nicer to people. I need to give more chances. I need to stop having all these trust issues. People aren’t always the same.
This girl is showing interest in me and I’m going to try to not turn her away. Just because I need to move on. Shelby, if you read this, I know you’re not coming back anymore. You broke your promise. It broke my heart to look in the crowd tonight and you not be there. It broke my heart to wait by the door for every person to come out, just in case i missed you in the crowd, but you never came.
I don’t want to move on. and I have this sickness in my stomach, thinking about it. I don’t want to kiss or love anyone but you. but I don’t know….I don’t want this pain anymore. I want you in my life. I almost feel like i need you and i hate what you’re doing to me. things aren’t ruined forever yet and i don’t want them to be. but i can’t promise it’ll always be that way. please come back.
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Tonight I graduate from one of the two schools I attended this year.
I’m so scared, so nervous, so…ready for what’s ahead.
I wish you’d be there tonight.
To this day, I still miss you. I used to go to bed every night replaying every deep conversation and intimate moments with you over and over in my head. I couldn’t go to sleep until I thought about you. I’d trace back to the first time I kissed you. I still remember the date. We moved so fast and I fell in love with the idea of you. Don’t get me wrong, I loved you as a person too. But we always fought and fought and I always wanted to make things better, but never could. At this current time though, I feel like maybe I wanted you around for all the wrong reasons. I was crushed when you left though. I have a better understanding why you left now, though, than ever before. I don’t think i ever tried hard enough to love you the right way. I claimed i cared about you, but i cared about me. I wish I could go back and make things right. The fact that you want nothing to do with me is one thing i will never be able to live with. I’ll always regret the way i handled things. I hate that I feel like you were right when you said that I’ll never change. I don’t want you to be right. I want things to change. I don’t want to go on anymore with you not wanting a single thing to do with me. You were such a huge part of my life. I’ll never forgive myself and I’ll never forget you. I’ll always love you. There’s no questioning it.
Today I was sitting alone in the classroom that I spent all year in with 8 people that honestly…changed my life.
I was sitting and thinking that in just two days, I’ll be walking up on that stage with all of them, getting our certificates.
And I realized…for most of them, it will be the last time i will ever see them.
Then, I got on my email and reread the messages that broke my heart. that ended it all.
and that’s when i literally had to hold back my tears.
I’ve been nostalgic pretty much all day.
Right now, I really want to tell everyone how much they mean to me. but, I don’t know if I should…
I wonder when I’ll find happiness again.
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I miss you, SMP.
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The bravest thing I ever did was continuing my life when I wanted to die.
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